30 years He waited. 30 years He lived as if He was just
merely a man, a perfect man who loved and helped those around them but still
just a man. For 30 years He followed the will of God for His life knowing that
when the time was right God would release Him to do the job that He came here
to do. 30 years of waiting and listening for 3 years of ministry that would
change everything. Christ waited for God’s perfect timing because He knew that
God’s timing is everything.
The past
couple of months I have struggled with this concept; struggled with not knowing
what God had next or when He was going to place me back in Africa or if He
would place me there at all and to be brutally honest I have struggled with the
waiting period. I am a man of action. I have to be doing something; have to be
moving forward and yet I found myself stagnant and stalled out wondering
what was going on. For many of us with
the desire to do ministry the waiting period can be one of the hardest and most
difficult because our hearts yearn to serve as well as be used in great and
mighty ways and find ourselves being asked to sit still and wait. I have a
preaching degree and have been out of college for 3 months now and have
absolutely no idea what I am to do or what God’s will is for me in this moment.
Two months ago I thought I had it all planned out but a lot can change in two
months and everything that I had planned seems to have fallen apart right in
front of me. So I sat there asking God why? Why did He break the plans that Him
and I had discussed? Why did He allow everything to fall? These plans were the
one’s that we had come to accept and were moving forward with. Today while
mowing my yard I got my answer to those questions. I was again asking God “why
did the plans that we discussed and chose fall threw?” to which he replied “we
never discussed or chose any plans…You discussed and chose those plans. I never
agreed to those for those were not my plans.” It would seem that I had become
so impatient waiting on God that I jumped at the first opportunity for
ministry, a ministry that would send me back to Africa and in doing so I set
myself up for heartbreak and failure. I was so afraid that if I sat waiting I
would miss out on God’s call for my life which in all reality shows a lack of
trust and faith. Maybe you can relate with this. Maybe there is a dream that
God has placed in your heart and you find yourself in a holding pattern
questioning if that dream was even from God in the first place. You find
yourself asking where you went wrong or what you may have missed. Did you miss
the open door? But to those questions God is answering one word. Wait. Wait on
Him trusting that His timing is perfect. The dreams that He placed in your
heart were placed there for a reason and if they are truly from Him then the
realization of those dreams will fully depend on Him. Is He not God? Can He not
work out everything to bring about the fulfillment of His purpose and will?
Will He not make the open door clear to you when the time is right? Did He not show you the open door in the
past; The doors that got you where you are today? If He was faithful to place
you where He wanted you in the past rest assured that He will do so in the
future. Jesus had to wait 30 years before He began His ministry, a ministry
that would only last 3 years but look what happened in those years. Whether you
are young or old know that when God calls you to something or places a dream in
your heart He will make the way so that you see the fulfillment of that calling
or dream. Jesus gave God 30 years of just living and waiting and God gave Him 3
years that rocked this world and changed everything. How much time will you
give God? How long will you wait? I would be willing to bet that if we could
see the full plan God has for us and what will come of our waiting we would be
more than willing to wait, but where is the faith in that? God’s timing was
perfect in the life of Christ and it is still perfect in our lives. So if you
find yourself in the waiting period just be still and wait knowing He is God
and that His timing is everything.
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